today (yesterday) I slept until almost noon, stayed in my pajamas until 4:00 pm, and only left the house at all when my family and later Sara and Frodo dragged me out. and it's still the most productive day of break I've had yet ( Read more... )

I think the worst of things are evaporating. I woke the other day and felt the past had rolled off me in the night, which I suppose is how it happens. who knows how long the feeling will last, but I've at least set myself on a straight path for the time being. I've come to recognize a clear failing in myself, and I'm going to work on changing how I ( Read more... )

damn have I been having some crazy dreams the past couple of nights. I don't know which one scared me most: the one in which a guy's head got sliced off by a falling piece of broken glass, the one with hundreds of great white sharks, or the one in which I took a pregnancy test which turned out positive. the sort of dreams I was having this time ( Read more... )

today [or yesterday, as it were] I put my underwear on inside out. I didn't realize I'd done so until dinnertime, so I just left them that way. and that's kind of how my birthday went. functional [if odd], good at times [when I wasn't noticing its oddness], but altogether a little bit sad [I guess you shouldn't start your day by putting your ( Read more... )

today sara and frodo and I drove to rehoboth beach [a pretty name to say - I'll spell it phonetically, "ruh-hoe-bith," so you can hear - but not such a pretty one to read; my apologies]. it was too cold to swim but I picked up a new book, napped a bit while listening to the waves, ate fudge and burned my ghostly pale legs. I spent a lot of the day ( Read more... )

so, my friends, our beloved facebook has soared to new levels in its stalking abilities. yes yes, I know, such updates seem to come daily - but here, see this one. now, when you announce a relationship, the little cyborg cloney-bots that facebook calls its minions search through its photo databases. they find the first photo of you and said ( Read more... )

the new job has begun. seven hours on my feet disagrees with my laziness. seven hours of being told things I should remember [whoa, at a place called things remembered!] disagrees with my stupidity. business casual dress code disagrees with my awesomeness, and the H.E.A.R.T. sales strategy bullshit just disagrees with meon the bright side...there's ( Read more... )

god, what a simply wonderful birthday. I am so lucky to have my life, so lucky that there is so much in it that is just beautiful and wonderful, and...and...gush gush gush gush gush [yes, I'm gushing, and it's just too bad that you're not here to catch it on camera, because it's a rare occurance, much like a bigfoot sighting, and likely worth money ( Read more... )

ahoy there! the visitery of sir skipland and adventurement with frodo and skip brightened my day immensely. at some point I must have learned to thrive on people. this is a stunning new development and one that I do not take lightly. it does please me ever so much to have contact with the good folk of goucher who have become my family.

I started ( Read more... )

that long entry was mostly written yesterday. I had a lot to purge. I expect few of you will read it, which is sad...but they are my memories, not yours, and I am keeping them ( Read more... )